12/30/2004

I cant believe the new year is already upon us. Lots of boozing and shouting is headed my way in less than 24 hours, this house will be full of people , full of music. Will I get laid? Will I be completely shit faced and not even be able to get it up if something of that nature occurs? Hmm I cant wait for tomorrow, seeing all my friends all together laughing sharing stories playing music with my best buds, its gonna be great. I cant beleive I live in this awesome house, I dont feel good enough to have a house like this, I thought it would be years before I could actually park my car in a garage and enjoy myself lounging around watching a big screen tv on Sunday afternoons, but its happened and I wouldnt have guessed that it would be happening now. Its great. 12pm-6pm tomorrow, I'm stoked, as soon as I get off work, I'm going alchohol shopping, maybe some mixed drinks, corona, heineken, sam adams, guiness, tequila, molson ice, foofie girl drinks too, you gotta have those for the chicas who cant handle the harsh shit......condoms? Naahhh, I'll be more dissapointed that I spent money on them and got my hopes up but nothing happened, I guess if something does happen, I'll just dry hump or some shit......these are the kinds of decisions the youth of America is concerned about, sex and intoxication, what a great nation this is we live in, yet I dont consider myself American, I dont contribute jack shit to this country I havent ever voted once, I dont know jack about politics outside what I might have seen in a John Grisham flick, I would never go to war if I could get away with it, I have no idea what it is like to live in poverty or a war stricken country, so I have nothing to compare with what I have. Chris Rock was right, just because you come out of a vagina in South Carolina doesnt make you an American, but if you swam your ass across the ocean to get away from some raging tyrant with AK's in some Third World Country so you can live a peacefull life in the slums of America and be overly joyed to be in that position, that is an American, someone like that can appreciate and support the country because they truely know what it is like to live in shit. I am a terrible American, I take what others have died for, killed for, starved for, strived for, lived for, fought for.......and just use it to my advantage, my forefathers and mothers would be most dissapointed with the sad state of affairs in which the majority of the country's mental state is in, the lack of education, we Americans are concerned with nothing but our next paycheck, what bills are due next, that new car we want, whether or not Opera is losing weight, whether or not Jay Lo is getting a divorce with P Diddy. A Tsunami hits in Southern Asia and we say "awww those poor little yellow bastards" then we go drop a fat shit in the toilet while contemplating whether or not we are going to take the 1-10 North or take surface streets.

 

11/01/2004

This is my online portfolio, its me put into digital form, my thoughts, dreams, visions and emotions are contained in this very site, pretty cool huh? So take a gander!

Peace out,

Chris.